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Just now, Faith Ko told me that Aunty Margaret told Aunty Swee�Choo about my dad and ASC told the whole class at Sunday�School. I felt quite unhappy over it because, is it not my right to decide who I want to tell? Afterall, this is my familyapos;s private affair. Itapos;s okay with Aunty Margaret telling ASC since sheapos;s my teacher but to tell the whole class? So what do I do when I go back to Church next week? Do I act like nothingapos;s happened or do I�start emo-ing?

What if they ask me about it or attempt to comfort me? Then what do I say?


I absolutely do not like to deal with these scenarios because it draws me into a boundary that I donapos;t want to enter, something that I donapos;t want to face. It happened the other time, now itapos;s happening again. Now Iapos;m quite glad that I�donapos;t draw a huge social circle at Church.

Maybe thatapos;s why I�donapos;t really want to tell Jazreen about this either because I can totally imagine the face that sheapos;s going to show me. Itapos;s that wince that she shows when itapos;s a situation that doesnapos;t really concern her but yet she feels obliged to show that she cares. Ahh, I donapos;t know. Thatapos;s just the face that appears in my mind when I think of it; and thatapos;s not the sort of comfort Iapos;d be looking out for.

But somehow, I think Iapos;d feel more at ease with the SS girls knowing if I had to choose between them and people at school.


I just want this whole thing to be over and done with, for the operation to go very smoothly and for my dad to recover quickly.

The familyapos;s been supportive nowadays, with grandma cooking steamed food, black chicken soup and vegetables for the dishes Quite nice isnapos;t it I hope that this one week of recuperation at home will prepare him well enough for the operation. Heard itapos;s going to last six whole hours. The worse thing is that itapos;s right smacked during the OP presentation trials so I canapos;t be there. Iapos;d gladly take leave from school if not for PW being a group thing.


I just hope things go well. Pray for my dad, my two only livejournal friends



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